It’s not that nobody understands you.. It’s that you don’t know how to communicate. Expecting others to understand you by giving them something subjective to interpret is just, well… Stupid. It also helps to speak the same language as everyone else. If your definition of something varies from the social norm, maybe you need to reevaluate your defining process.
Example: I made this as a representation of how I was feeling.
Ask your friends what they see and feel. You should get pretty different responses.